Today really wasn't a good day for me. A lot of things greatly pissed me off but I don't have to explain all of those in great detail.
My alarm woke me up around 9:30 am but since today is Saturday, I slept for another hour.
Just when I woke up, my mom called me saying that if she hadn't called I wouldn't have woken up (reason 1 on why I got pissed off).
I ate a bowl of instant noodles with canned tuna for breakfast. As I was opening the seasoning mix for my noodles, it ripped apart with a good part of the seasoning on the sink (reason 2 on why I got pissed off).
My morning went by with me really angry about the world.
Mom arrived at my apartment around 2 pm. She brought with her a lot of biscuits, salmon, fried rice and cordon bleu. While I enjoyed my lunchtime, the events after that made me want to eradicate the whole world.
My mom wanted me to forgive someone (as to who this someone is, I won't care to explain). This person is the core reason for my anger. He greatly sinned not just to me but to my mom and to my sister and to my grandmother. This person is a merciless bastard. This person is a cruel sadist. I hate this person. And my mom wants me to forgive him?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD?
It's hopeless really. This world has offered us shelter, this world loved us but what do we humans do? We destroy it. We are pests. No matter how much you deny it, we are PESTS. I hate this world. If there was a way to live without living, I'd do it.
I'm tired of this world. I'm tired of all these humans. Nice humans? sometime's this thing called life isn't really something to be bothered with.
The moment we're born, we are already marked, destined to die. What is the point of living?
That is how angry I am. I am really angry with myself, with some certain humans and that PERSON.
Mom and I went to mass around 5:30 pm and ate outside afterwards.
I've been working on my fantasy light novel and continued reading Sora no Otoshimono.
I went into an anime marathon frenzy earlier this night. I needed to calm myself down. I watched Angel Beats! Shingeki no Kyojin and started watching the anime adaptation of Sora no Otoshimono.
Well then, forgive me, reader, for blurting out personal hatred in a blog. It's really not my style but I had to let it out somewhere and make myself believe that someone actually cares about my sorrow.
So again, I'm really sorry and thank you for reading this much. I greatly appreciate you, reader(s).
(sorry no pics for today)
My alarm woke me up around 9:30 am but since today is Saturday, I slept for another hour.
Just when I woke up, my mom called me saying that if she hadn't called I wouldn't have woken up (reason 1 on why I got pissed off).
I ate a bowl of instant noodles with canned tuna for breakfast. As I was opening the seasoning mix for my noodles, it ripped apart with a good part of the seasoning on the sink (reason 2 on why I got pissed off).
My morning went by with me really angry about the world.
Mom arrived at my apartment around 2 pm. She brought with her a lot of biscuits, salmon, fried rice and cordon bleu. While I enjoyed my lunchtime, the events after that made me want to eradicate the whole world.
My mom wanted me to forgive someone (as to who this someone is, I won't care to explain). This person is the core reason for my anger. He greatly sinned not just to me but to my mom and to my sister and to my grandmother. This person is a merciless bastard. This person is a cruel sadist. I hate this person. And my mom wants me to forgive him?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD?
It's hopeless really. This world has offered us shelter, this world loved us but what do we humans do? We destroy it. We are pests. No matter how much you deny it, we are PESTS. I hate this world. If there was a way to live without living, I'd do it.
I'm tired of this world. I'm tired of all these humans. Nice humans? sometime's this thing called life isn't really something to be bothered with.
The moment we're born, we are already marked, destined to die. What is the point of living?
That is how angry I am. I am really angry with myself, with some certain humans and that PERSON.
Mom and I went to mass around 5:30 pm and ate outside afterwards.
I've been working on my fantasy light novel and continued reading Sora no Otoshimono.
I went into an anime marathon frenzy earlier this night. I needed to calm myself down. I watched Angel Beats! Shingeki no Kyojin and started watching the anime adaptation of Sora no Otoshimono.
Well then, forgive me, reader, for blurting out personal hatred in a blog. It's really not my style but I had to let it out somewhere and make myself believe that someone actually cares about my sorrow.
So again, I'm really sorry and thank you for reading this much. I greatly appreciate you, reader(s).
(sorry no pics for today)
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