July 31, 2013


Morning:

I've always wondered, do you wake up because you heard the alarm, or did you heard the alarm because you woke up. Which is it?

Anyway, that was a question from one of my classmates last year on Psychology 1. I just remembered when I woke up because when I woke up, my alarm wasn't even finished with the first line of the song.
My alarm is 88 by Lm.c by the way.

We had a rather fun STAT 1 lecture today. Our instructor was in a good mood and the overall lecture discussion seemed to be as bright as the hidden Sun in the clouds.

I spent my free time after STAT 1 experimenting with the Vocaloid Synthesizer.

Day:

We weren't supposed to have any laboratory session for CMSC 57 this week because the lab has already caught up with the lecture session. Despite that, our main lecturer insisted that all the sections hold the usual schedule.

Our exercise was already about Discrete Probability, a topic already touched upon in our STAT 1 course, but what differs is of course the manner in which the subject was taught.
My partner for that session was one of the brightest students in our batch. But despite that, I could feel the pressure of being partnered with a person notches above me. Still, we did finish the exercise (because she answered most of the questions). We belong to the same bloc but we've only been classmates on a few courses. But, through all of those courses where she was also in it, it is easy to tell that her parameters in courses which have Mathematics is sky-high.

Anyways, after the session, I went to the church to pray.
On my way back to the apartment, I picked up a 50 PhP bill. But since it wasn't mine to begin with, and even if I did picked it up, I don't have the right to spend it. Not knowing what to do with it exactly, I placed the bill in the donation box of the church.

I went to Chowking to buy my, yup you've guessed it, usual lunch of Pork Siomai Chowfan.
I had a hard time finding a vacant table because that time was just the peak of lunch time. I had to go to the second floor (my first time being there) to find an open seat.
I waited for a while, and during that period of wait, I couldn't help but feel awkward surrounded by the people of society.

I don't really bond well with people, and staying steady on the outside world while all the other people walk by, stand close to you, stare at you...I just can't stand that feeling of awkwardness.
Although, the people at Anime related conventions are an exception. Those people are like distant comrades of mine, even with contrasting ideas, at the very least we share the same interest in different ways.

I spent my lunch watching random videos on my laptop. My internet connection was a little unstable, the reason why I haven't downloaded the 4th episode of WataMote yet.

Our NASC 2 lecture was anot
her boring session. I couldn't help but doze off at the middle of the session. I tried biting my finger, engraving my already short nails on my arm...still I couldn't stay up.
An hour through the lecture, our instructor let the GEODE application take care of the lecture, with of course a few notes from her. But it was still dull as the previous sessions.

Night:

I made big changes in my fantasy light novel. Now, I'm back to chapter one.
I also found inspiration by re-watching the 4 trailers of RWBY.
Well then, I guess there's still time for me to watch at least 2 episodes of Chaos;Head.
Goodnight, from my place.

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