Coding

I still don't get how computer programmers deal with creating new software from scratch. Even with just a simple enough program I still can't seem to understand just how I can manipulate my thoughts into the needed output.

Is there some sort of sorcery in it?

I'm deeply troubled.

By the way, our current topic in programming is Stacks ADT, and our current exercise is converting an Infix equation into Postfix.

If this keeps on, I feel like my best will be everyone's standard for mediocrity.

Is Computer Science really the right choice for me?

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It's too late to back down now...but too difficult to proceed. And I just can't stay still.

I have to move somehow, someway. I need to.

(Did I just make a song?)

The days just keep passing by.