What I'm feeling right now is yet another worse case of mixed emotions due to the end of a vacation and the resumption of classes.
I believe this is even worse that what I felt towards the end of the term break two months ago. It might be because this holiday vacation was more festive and longer. Spending time with family during the holidays is one of the best times in one's life (in mine, at least). Seeing it all end is just a little heartbreaking. I think I won't be able to focus during the first week. I didn't even take some time to at least flip my notes and study a bit which is probably another reason why I'm so nervous and sad at the same time.
It's just so hard to bear the burden of independence and college life at the same time. I know this is good practice for when I graduate but two years doing the same routine in different degrees of difficulty, I still haven't adapted well. What's more I boast too much than what I can really handle. My professors have repeated it time and again, never bite more than what you can chew otherwise it'd be hard to swallow.
This is my last night here at my hometown. My last night to bond with my family and Pokemon before going back to the Den of Scholars. I am really nervous, how can I cope up with this?
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