I'm still recovering from Shizen no Teki-P's Kagerou Daze video series that I feel compelled to name this post (and maybe all the other following posts for an indefinite period of time) after his method of naming his videos. I've also started reading the manga adaptation.
So far I'm loving the characters and their design (seeing as they remained faithful to the original material).
Sotogawa Interaction is basically Outside/Social interaction.
You see, I enjoy the company of other people who're either shy, easily flustered, socially inept but masterful when alone kind of people. Meeting someone who's all of the above is such a rare occurrence that it almost seems like a dream. Why is that? It's because we're all usually indoors.
I don't have a clear voice outside. I mean it both literally and figuratively.
Literally because...Imagine going through high school and the first one and a half years in college completely silent. Only talking when the need arises after all those years destroyed my voice that it automatically mutes or muffles when I try to speak in public (especially to a person I just met). Also, the words that I want to say all seem jumbled up in my mind that when I start speaking, it seems like a different language.
It's because of this that I won my one and only award in high school - the award for exemplary conduct. I didn't even know that I was going to receive an award. I simply remained silent for the majority of my four years in high school and it earned me an award...
And figuratively because society doesn't give a total shit about a person's opinion. The general society (those extremely extroverted people, which I like to call NPCs, who treat the world as their living room) is particularly frightening these days. And the amount of NPCs I quickly despise just keep increasing day after day. Perhaps this age is so eager to be informed by the latest happenings that your opinions are trash if you don't have enough influence. And if you do, that's what they will willingly call fact.
All of these are my own special reasons why I don't go outside just for a walk. Although, I do eat out every now and then to at least get some practice in getting my voice back (literally). I know I've studied this kind of reaction in Psychology during my first year in college. It's a kind of withdrawal due to unwanted results. Or it might ascend into selective mutism which is, pretty much, the most accurate diagnosis of whatever it is that's happening to my voice.
Anyway, I'm still slightly depressed and still wholly affected by Kagerou Daze. It's a total win that Shaft will produce the anime and it'll air in the spring season. The perfect time to watch anime here in our "beloved" and "well-governed" mother Philippines. Although, it would've been much better if Shaft chose to air it during the summer, thus creating a more suited atmosphere to the universe of Kagerou Daze (Mekaku City Actors).
How about you...
are you an introvert, too?
So far I'm loving the characters and their design (seeing as they remained faithful to the original material).
Sotogawa Interaction is basically Outside/Social interaction.
You see, I enjoy the company of other people who're either shy, easily flustered, socially inept but masterful when alone kind of people. Meeting someone who's all of the above is such a rare occurrence that it almost seems like a dream. Why is that? It's because we're all usually indoors.
I don't have a clear voice outside. I mean it both literally and figuratively.
Literally because...Imagine going through high school and the first one and a half years in college completely silent. Only talking when the need arises after all those years destroyed my voice that it automatically mutes or muffles when I try to speak in public (especially to a person I just met). Also, the words that I want to say all seem jumbled up in my mind that when I start speaking, it seems like a different language.
It's because of this that I won my one and only award in high school - the award for exemplary conduct. I didn't even know that I was going to receive an award. I simply remained silent for the majority of my four years in high school and it earned me an award...
And figuratively because society doesn't give a total shit about a person's opinion. The general society (those extremely extroverted people, which I like to call NPCs, who treat the world as their living room) is particularly frightening these days. And the amount of NPCs I quickly despise just keep increasing day after day. Perhaps this age is so eager to be informed by the latest happenings that your opinions are trash if you don't have enough influence. And if you do, that's what they will willingly call fact.
All of these are my own special reasons why I don't go outside just for a walk. Although, I do eat out every now and then to at least get some practice in getting my voice back (literally). I know I've studied this kind of reaction in Psychology during my first year in college. It's a kind of withdrawal due to unwanted results. Or it might ascend into selective mutism which is, pretty much, the most accurate diagnosis of whatever it is that's happening to my voice.
Anyway, I'm still slightly depressed and still wholly affected by Kagerou Daze. It's a total win that Shaft will produce the anime and it'll air in the spring season. The perfect time to watch anime here in our "beloved" and "well-governed" mother Philippines. Although, it would've been much better if Shaft chose to air it during the summer, thus creating a more suited atmosphere to the universe of Kagerou Daze (Mekaku City Actors).
How about you...
are you an introvert, too?
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