How many times must I fall to get used to the pain?
How many times must I fall to know how not to repeat it again?
"You fall down the hallway, you get a nosebleed. You fall down in life, you cry. Crying is the nosebleed of the heart."
- Minori Kushieda (Toradora)
I just got the figurative nosebleed this morning.
Maybe it was a good idea that I waited a bit before my ultra hyper depression subsided. Still I am quite sad about this terrible fall.
I lose this round, well there's one more to go and an extra round just in case.
I'm talking abut my MATH 28 midterm exam.
It's the last MATH subject on my course, if I pass it this semester then I'll be able to finally say goodbye and thank you for the ride to the MATH courses on my career path.
But things aren't looking good so far in the semester.
Our exam, which was last Feb. 4, was a two hour mental torture that consists of 2 parts, a multiple choice and problem solving part.
The passing score is 48 over a total of 80 points. I failed.
While there's another chance to redeem my grade, this downfall isn't easy to bear. I've studied, I've reviewed and I did my best. I really did. But sometimes, it's just really painful that my best isn't enough.
...Well time to lament and listen to somnolent Miku songs.
I suggest From Y to Y, Starduster, Strobo Nights, Last Night, Good Night, Puzzle and I Wanna Be Your World for difficult times like this.
Ugh...exams.
How many times must I fall to know how not to repeat it again?
"You fall down the hallway, you get a nosebleed. You fall down in life, you cry. Crying is the nosebleed of the heart."
- Minori Kushieda (Toradora)
I just got the figurative nosebleed this morning.
Maybe it was a good idea that I waited a bit before my ultra hyper depression subsided. Still I am quite sad about this terrible fall.
I lose this round, well there's one more to go and an extra round just in case.
I'm talking abut my MATH 28 midterm exam.
It's the last MATH subject on my course, if I pass it this semester then I'll be able to finally say goodbye and thank you for the ride to the MATH courses on my career path.
But things aren't looking good so far in the semester.
Our exam, which was last Feb. 4, was a two hour mental torture that consists of 2 parts, a multiple choice and problem solving part.
The passing score is 48 over a total of 80 points. I failed.
While there's another chance to redeem my grade, this downfall isn't easy to bear. I've studied, I've reviewed and I did my best. I really did. But sometimes, it's just really painful that my best isn't enough.
...Well time to lament and listen to somnolent Miku songs.
I suggest From Y to Y, Starduster, Strobo Nights, Last Night, Good Night, Puzzle and I Wanna Be Your World for difficult times like this.
Ugh...exams.
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