Well I'm left emotionally scarred because of Kagerou Daze for the 4th time (yes, I count) but right now it's really pointless to keep track of the emotional scarring.
Anyway, I've proceeded well on my academics (basing it on my own silly standards, of course) as well as hobbies. We're finally down to the last week of the semester. Along with the pressure of final exams and projects, the climate has joined with the heat. What a wonderful time to taste the heat haze, isn't it?
It does perfectly match the current academic pressure with the stress given of by the heat.
But don't you just feel more excited when you can already feel the happiness that comes along immediately after the last exam?
It's somehow calm though, my so called hell week. I already felt the pressure two weeks ago when I was working on my Library Research Paper, after the LRP was the Philosophical Paper regarding the existence of the Soul, following after the Philo Paper was our last programming exercise in CMSC 123 then after that all we had to worry were the pile of exams that followed.
My troubles last sem were arguably easier if my knowledge then was the same that I have now. Looking back, even through all those hard times when I just don't know whether to put an if-else statement or a while-loop to traverse through an array of structures I still found time to relive my stress by thinking about all the rest and relaxation that will follow during the vacation.
What's that? Why am I suddenly diverting from my wacky tone to a calm and kind tone? Kagerou Daze, that's why. I've read the manga up to the latest chapter but I haven't finished watching the original video series by Shizen no Teki-p. I've made it to Yuukei Yesterday a couple of days ago. Takane was more tsun-tsun right at the beginning of the video then near the middle all the way to the end she was more dere-dere than how she was portrayed in the manga. Aww she's so cute with Haruka.
My favorite so far is Ayano's Theory of Happiness. Ayano's a really, really kind big sister. And watching how she kept trying her best to cheer up Tsubomi, Shuuya and Kousuke was really heartwarming. She was a very kind person. Tsubomi, Shuuya and Kousuke were lucky to have her as a big sister, and Shintarou was lucky to have her as a friend...this is how I got emotionally scarred, all because of that one song and the story it tells.
On a more cheerful note, as expected by many fans (including me, of course) Ayano's CV was announced! I named a few seiyuu's that could fill in her role but ultimately Mai Nakahara (voiced: Nagisa Furukawa, Felli Loss, Watashi) was her CV and I couldn't be happier! The moment I heard Ayano's voice and her CV's name flashed on the screen, I got epic goosebumps! Now I'm all pumped up and excited for the show to air on April 12!
...back to academics.
I still have a couple of things to restudy today and tomorrow. It's kinda disappointing on my part that I wasn't exempted from taking the final exam in MATH 28. I've progressed well with satisfactory grades in the pre-requisites of the subject (MATH 26 and MATH 27) now it's like MATH 17 all over again. After our final exam in MATH 28, we'll be having CMSC 123 the day after. After all those exams are over, we still have a programming project to worry about.
When I got informed firsthand that I was required to take the final exam in MATH 28, I felt like part of my mind's world came crashing down. I stared long and hard ensuring that what I saw posted on the bulletin board was my student number and my pre-final standing. To be honest, I felt betrayed that I didn't succeed in my objectives. But still, it's a blessing to always have a safety net. The final exam is my last chance to redeem myself and hopefully pass and get a high mark.
Here's a visualization of what I felt going home feeling betrayed by myself while contemplating over the fact that I didn't get exempted in MATH 28:
It really hurts both figuratively and literally.
And here I thought I can finally relax this weekend.
Anyway, I've proceeded well on my academics (basing it on my own silly standards, of course) as well as hobbies. We're finally down to the last week of the semester. Along with the pressure of final exams and projects, the climate has joined with the heat. What a wonderful time to taste the heat haze, isn't it?
It does perfectly match the current academic pressure with the stress given of by the heat.
But don't you just feel more excited when you can already feel the happiness that comes along immediately after the last exam?
It's somehow calm though, my so called hell week. I already felt the pressure two weeks ago when I was working on my Library Research Paper, after the LRP was the Philosophical Paper regarding the existence of the Soul, following after the Philo Paper was our last programming exercise in CMSC 123 then after that all we had to worry were the pile of exams that followed.
My troubles last sem were arguably easier if my knowledge then was the same that I have now. Looking back, even through all those hard times when I just don't know whether to put an if-else statement or a while-loop to traverse through an array of structures I still found time to relive my stress by thinking about all the rest and relaxation that will follow during the vacation.
What's that? Why am I suddenly diverting from my wacky tone to a calm and kind tone? Kagerou Daze, that's why. I've read the manga up to the latest chapter but I haven't finished watching the original video series by Shizen no Teki-p. I've made it to Yuukei Yesterday a couple of days ago. Takane was more tsun-tsun right at the beginning of the video then near the middle all the way to the end she was more dere-dere than how she was portrayed in the manga. Aww she's so cute with Haruka.
My favorite so far is Ayano's Theory of Happiness. Ayano's a really, really kind big sister. And watching how she kept trying her best to cheer up Tsubomi, Shuuya and Kousuke was really heartwarming. She was a very kind person. Tsubomi, Shuuya and Kousuke were lucky to have her as a big sister, and Shintarou was lucky to have her as a friend...this is how I got emotionally scarred, all because of that one song and the story it tells.
On a more cheerful note, as expected by many fans (including me, of course) Ayano's CV was announced! I named a few seiyuu's that could fill in her role but ultimately Mai Nakahara (voiced: Nagisa Furukawa, Felli Loss, Watashi) was her CV and I couldn't be happier! The moment I heard Ayano's voice and her CV's name flashed on the screen, I got epic goosebumps! Now I'm all pumped up and excited for the show to air on April 12!
...back to academics.
I still have a couple of things to restudy today and tomorrow. It's kinda disappointing on my part that I wasn't exempted from taking the final exam in MATH 28. I've progressed well with satisfactory grades in the pre-requisites of the subject (MATH 26 and MATH 27) now it's like MATH 17 all over again. After our final exam in MATH 28, we'll be having CMSC 123 the day after. After all those exams are over, we still have a programming project to worry about.
When I got informed firsthand that I was required to take the final exam in MATH 28, I felt like part of my mind's world came crashing down. I stared long and hard ensuring that what I saw posted on the bulletin board was my student number and my pre-final standing. To be honest, I felt betrayed that I didn't succeed in my objectives. But still, it's a blessing to always have a safety net. The final exam is my last chance to redeem myself and hopefully pass and get a high mark.
Here's a visualization of what I felt going home feeling betrayed by myself while contemplating over the fact that I didn't get exempted in MATH 28:
It really hurts both figuratively and literally.
And here I thought I can finally relax this weekend.
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