Sometimes I wonder if being a graduate is better than an undergrad. The pressure is on again with projects, papers, deadlines and exams. My short weekend vacation back at my hometown sure gave me a fun ride but the ride back home kinda destroyed it all. Bottom line is worry as a result of stress as a result of frustration as a result of academics is definitely a medieval and draconian torture method with great expected results. It's the only torture with great results for both parties and yet sometimes I think of just finishing all of these so that I can finally be free to do whatever I hope to achieve.
Then the thought of freedom crosses my mind. The question suddenly becomes is it better to be a graduate student and to have a lot of directions available to you but only a few are the right ones, or still be an undergrad with one definite direction that is full of mental catastrophe.
We're already blessed enough to have Monday as a sort of a free day every school week, however because of the time constraints, everything then becomes harder than usual. I miss a lot of things back at home already and a day hasn't even passed yet.
Hopefully only three weeks are left before the long awaited vacation. Yes, I am such a self-centered pathetic (not to mention loveless) person who only ever care about the good of him before the good of others. And believe me, I'm just saying that to make myself feel a little better than what I am currently feeling now.
...I miss everyone back home, the internet speed back home, my pokemons, I still have to save Hyrule twice and Lorule once, and Pit hasn't flown quite elegantly yet in a long time.
Home is where the heart is. Even if a few ladies have hurt and crushed my heart under the weight of their hatred over me. Yeah, it's a nice world with a few setbacks, but nothing is perfect not even the person who we want to be.
Then the thought of freedom crosses my mind. The question suddenly becomes is it better to be a graduate student and to have a lot of directions available to you but only a few are the right ones, or still be an undergrad with one definite direction that is full of mental catastrophe.
We're already blessed enough to have Monday as a sort of a free day every school week, however because of the time constraints, everything then becomes harder than usual. I miss a lot of things back at home already and a day hasn't even passed yet.
Hopefully only three weeks are left before the long awaited vacation. Yes, I am such a self-centered pathetic (not to mention loveless) person who only ever care about the good of him before the good of others. And believe me, I'm just saying that to make myself feel a little better than what I am currently feeling now.
...I miss everyone back home, the internet speed back home, my pokemons, I still have to save Hyrule twice and Lorule once, and Pit hasn't flown quite elegantly yet in a long time.
Home is where the heart is. Even if a few ladies have hurt and crushed my heart under the weight of their hatred over me. Yeah, it's a nice world with a few setbacks, but nothing is perfect not even the person who we want to be.
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