Plagued with worries

I don't know why, or probably I just don't really want to know, this day was kinda tough on me despite it being Sunday. I know Sunday is like the end of a short lived rest and relaxation weekend, but since I study in a university where Monday classes are rare, I should have nothing to worry about.

I finished one out of my three weekend take home academic torture devices. I spent last night and the whole afternoon earlier finishing up my CMSC 130 exer 2. I still have a reaction paper and programming exercise to endure.
Sigh (Inukami, Inukami types "sigh" as he imitates Last Order and sighs in real life contemplating about how hard life is.)

The farther you go up the mountain, the harder it is to climb, and life is a frighteningly high mountain. We fall, then we get back up, but the moment we stay down satisfied with all that's happened, that's the time everything ends.

I've fallen a lot, cried a lot as well but Mr. Han said that "Life will knock us down, but we choose whether or not to get back up".
But it's not simple as the inspiration quotes can give. We get knocked down and start over, but it's not the same mountain. Otherwise, every challenge already passed will just be plain easy.

My main motivation right now is that thee's only two weeks left before the start of our Christmas/New Year vacation. This two weeks will probably be one of the longest weeks in my life in anticipation of another 3-4 weeks of rest and relaxation.

Flipping through my previous journals, these are the three commitments that I always tell myself to succeed in anything.
I need to. I want to. I have to.

Just two more weeks.

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